Tomorrow is finally the battle. I feel really really nervous right now because in battles anything can happen. The only thing I don’t want to do is loose my life in the battle. Then all I have done till now to gain my position will be for nothing. I really need to win this battle. And I think I am quite sure that I will beat these Muslims and come back with a full glory and I want to be welcomed by my people. I know I have people who follow me but I know there are as many people who do not see me as their leader nor trust me or look up to me. I hope I can win this battle tomorrow and come back as a hero where everyone follows me and will respect me as a true leader. I hate being nervous. I want to get all this over with quick and stop worrying about this but somehow I don’t want tomorrow to come; I am somehow scared of the worst that might happen to me. I pray that everything works out how I wish it to be.
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